Reminiscence

Wish I didn't recognise your smell,
Wish that your name didn't ring a bell, 
Wish that your face - I still didn't appreciate;
Wish that your presence - didn't bring a smile to my face,
Wish that this connection, didn't exist  - anymore;

Wish that our eyes didn't still meet - across a crowded floor,
Wish it didn't feel awkward when we're face to face,
Wish we wouldn't burst into laughter for some silly joke,
Cos it still hurts to think of what we might have been - 
And what we're not;

Falling in love doesn't take much time at all, 
It's the fall after the fall - 
When you are left all alone,
More alone than you were,
Before he ever existed in your world,
That's the hardest hurt of all.

Goodbye my lover;
No, you didn't break my heart at all.

Till Break of Dawn

Wide-eyed,
Sleep - self-denied;
Not enough hours,
To make a difference,
Even though I try,
Every single time.

So I decide,
To stay up for a while,
Tired perhaps,
But somehow I smile,
Because I'm finding time,
To do the things I like.

I think I might,
Shut-eye for a while,
For sleep I no longer,
Can deny;
But I've given my dreams,
A little more space to shine.

A Fresh Start

Hi!! People of the Internet..

The last time I blogged was in 2008; a single, lone post. Many years have passed and now I'm older (and hopefully wiser, in at least some ways).

I guess this blog is going to serve as an outlet for daily musings, thoughts, dilemmas and delights. Also as an expression of my creative side. And finally as a way for me (and you if you are interested) to discover more about myself.

So, here goes...and hope you enjoy it!